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Young and sweet only 17.

20. September 2014

I really love you since the day I said yes. For a month we’ve got to know each other, I didn’t expect that I will get this attached to you. You made me change. You made my life worthy. You made me feel the happiest like I’ve never felt to anyone before. And yes I’m thankful for that, for the little time we spent together, you made me live again.

I never regret having you in my life because you’re the reason why I’m not the same person I was before you broke my heart.

It takes everything in me when I miss you. I always miss you. I always miss all the things that we were doing together.

I miss how you love trolli. I miss how you love mcdo fries. I miss how you love to mix your chocolate fudge sundae. I miss the moments we had last Valentine’s(Feb.14,2014). I miss your effort going to my house from Meycauayan. I miss our movie date(Bride for Rent). I miss going to the night market at Gateway with you which I’ve never been with anyone. I miss staying at the library, listening to music during our vacant.

I miss being the happiest girl.

20. September 2014

It was 5 months ago since we broke up. I don’t know the reason why I’m still here holding on while he finally moved on.

I can’t move on because maybe I was stuck to the idea that we’ll last but unfortunately I was wrong.

I don’t know why I’m still thinking that someday we’ll get the chance to make things right. I don’t know why I’m always stalking his profile and get hurt every time I see something that hurts me. I don’t know why I still care even if he doesn’t. I don’t know why I still love him. I don’t know why I still like him despite of the things he did.

Tuwing naalala ko kung gaano ako kasaya noon, nasasaktan ako :(

26. August 2014

Hindi ko alam kung ano ba tong nararamdaman ko. Nalulungkot ba, nagugutom, o pagod lang. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi makapagisip ng kung anu-ano kapag nagiisa lang ako. Yung akala ko eh nakalimutan ko na pero akala ko lang pala. Dahil sa tuwing iniisip ko nahuhurt pa rin ako. Ang hirap pala no? Ang hirap pala ng walang closure. Ilang buwan na nandito pa rin ako. Siya nakalimutan na ako, ako hindi pa din. Sakit diba? Ang sakit sakit. 

Hindi ipagpapalit, anong nangyari? 

12. August 2014

Palagi nalang ikaw yung bumubungad sa araw ko at dahilan kung bakit hindi ako makatulog sa gabi. Hindi kita maintindihan. Hindi ko alam naguguluhan ako pati sa sarili kong nararamdaman. Ang hirap mo naman kasing ispellengin. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba yang nararamdaman mo kasi in the first place sorry lang narinig ko simula nung nawala na tayo. 

I can’t imagine myself being with somebody else :(

I miss you 
"Sometimes its better to keep it all inside, where the only person that can judge you, is yourself."

10. August 2014

Akala ko kasi nakalimutan ko na lahat, akala ko kasi kaya ko na. Nasasaktan pa rin pala ako. Hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko kung bakit ganito pa rin yung feelings ko. Hindi ko alam hindi na ako umusad. Hindi naman na ako umaasa pero bakit ganito pa rin. Apat na buwan na nakakalipas, siya pa rin bukam-bibig ko. Sarap balikan yung mga panahon na naguumpisa palang kami, sarap alalahanin lahat ng mga pinangako at sinabi niya. Nakakamiss. Nakakapanghinayang. Halo-halo na feelings ko. Nakakainis naman kasi, iniwan na niya ako agad. Masyado ako nagexpect sa relasyon namin kasi akala ko parehas kami ng feelings. Ang dami ko pa sana plano pero wala eh. 

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